Is that what a true friend would say?

Okay. Whose side are you on?

Ugh. I knew I shouldn't have stuck with you from the start.

BS.

Am I mistaken?

I was happy. I was pretty much enthusiastic for this day to come.

I bought it the other day, thought that you'd appreciate it, and gave it to you today.

But then,

I feel as if.... I'm unsatisfied. 

I feel like.. you're not satisfied. 

What you've shown me, is far from the reaction I've been anticipating see.

I know my way of thinking is wrong but... Isn't yours just a bit too harsh? 

Is this normal between individuals like us?

With our so-called friendly relationship or bond with each other? 

You being that important and precious to me, I would treat this a special day, that I'd prepare for it and buy a present for you, and do everything for you in alacrity.

Am I mistaken? Are my feelings not being returned? Is my love not enough? Or is it too much? 

Then why is it that in your eyes I see a shade of disgust? Whenever Our eyes meet. 

Do you loathe me? It's as if.... You refuse to accept me. As your friend. 

Is this the feeling I'm supposed to have from being loved?

Is this what I'm supposed to receive from someone who's said to be treating me more special and different from others? 

Is this what it feels like to be important to someone? 

The rest of the day I was keeping myself from crying. 

I was trying my best to smile and act as if.. It doesn't bother me. 

And now...

I've had enough.

I've been receiving this treatment way too frequently. 

There are times you make me feel like I don't exist.

For God's sake, I'm your bestfriend!

You only stick with me when you need me. 

Is that what I am to you?

Just some pawn in your army?

Just some persona in your little games?

Just some useless thing you throw away after use?

Then let me tell you, I'm leaving first. 

I just don't trust you anymore.

Aja!

A

Ako'y maggigitara na lang

A7

Wala namang nakikinig

D

Malalim ang iniisip

*Own chord- Di ko matandaan kung anong chord.*

Nagmumuni-muni nag iisa

A

Ako'y magdadrama na lang

A7

Wala namang nakakakita

D

Kasama karamay ko

*Own chord

Aking gitaraaa

This is me.

I just forgot to include the ff:
Pick
camera
Book
laptop

Yesterday. Today.

Yesterday
- the kinda-weird-musician-attentionseeker-kinda-guy tried to give me a bite-size sandwich he made since he thinks he offended me (There's this activity..in school). The moment the witnesses shouted and started teasing.... He walked away. I walked away too. Great, now I actually wanted the food. It must have taken a big amount of courage to that. I feel sorry for him.
Today
- I got 2nd place on the book-talk. It was unexpected. Im happy I did my best. Im glad At least I have given My section some kind of award of some sort. FYI- book is HP sorcerer's stone.