a DREAM.

That- was very dreamy of me.
How frustrating. To see my feelings and emotions in reality, come merge and sync with my dreams.
Devastating how Delusional I have Become.
How ambitious I turn to be.
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And now I think my Heart hurts.
I can feel my Breathing.
Carefully taking each one.
Looking and finding for words to say.
On this damn Keyboard.
I feel nervous.
And now my head hurts.
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I keep on thinking.
What should I do.
These past few days, I still can manage.
But for sure After that stupid dream, it'd be hard to.
I think I need to Run. away. MORE.

This Feeling

This Feeling dwelling inside me
My fury little secret, it is
I don't share it, neither show
For the best, I think I should know

Struggling to keep you on my sight,
My field of vision you often occupy
And when I see you pass by
To just see your face, I heave a Sigh.

Next to me for you to sit, I hope
I know I have happiness that Low
Then get lucky, I always pray
And to hear your voice, I may.

When I catch you glance at me,
You take my Breath Away,
I turn To look at your way,
And see I'm Right, What more can I say?

I keep up a mask throughout the day,
For you to see Nothing wrong with my face,
Deep inside I shout and squeal always,
Your smile, No wonder, Wouldn't lead me astray.

~Know what? The moment I'm writing for the 4th stanza. I saw the person I'm pertaining to.