Will It be better off this way?

Ignoring the person.
Avoiding the person.
Showing an 'I dont care' face.
Would it be better that way?
Keeping distance between.
Pretending to hear nothing when the person calls you.
Trying to act cool and natural.
Would it be better this way?
Hurt dwelling from inside, from a situation you actually planned and made true,
Trying your best to smile when the person favored a rather another person other than you,
Staring at times noone is to notice, at the person you admire,
You reason it out, It'd be better this way, rather supposed to be.
Secret no one has to know, you keep from your bestfriend,
You burst it all out on your blog, you made a post,
The account you use, a secret too.
dissapointed to see the person, with another, You are.
hate lingers inside, ready to strike.
You control yourself, there's no need for this, It's a simple crush.
at home, hoping a miracle would happen, it is when he mails you,
But at the same time think it's pretty hopeless and a stupid thing to ask for.
And it really doesn't happen, you get angrier.
What the hell is with me, you say, feeling useless
Everytime you see the person, you try to look You despise the person
But deep inside, there it is, feelings of love, Hungering for attention.
Would it be better that way?

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Glad someone cared..

It’s been a bad day and worse, it came after a beautiful yesterday. The problem is that I feel like a nobody. And to have someone you truly admire suddenly forget your existence. Just pierces me thoroughly right into my heart. Well, it actually happened yesterday, but… I really want yesterday to be great so.. here it is. I felt like hell.
And then, out of boredom, opened my mail account. I rarely open it, really. There I saw it. Someone who actually cares. he sent it 2 months ago. Great right? Haha. But still, He made my day. Thanks Blogger friend, Sola.Bits .